I hate it when I get stressed then depressed. My mind keep on thinking negative things. And everytime I am depressed it always happened that I'm alone. It's hard and painful. You'd think nobody cares. 

   The pain is unbearable,it's like There is this big lump in my throat and I can't breath. And it hurts. 

And turned out depression and anxiety can make you feel doubtful to everyone and everything around you. 

I know no one would understand.  But the pain is killing me. I don't want it to happen again.