My eyes took in the pictures of her, desperate for something to ease my lonliness. In every picture she was smiling, and happy with her friends.Before i knew it tears had welled up in my eyes and had started to run down my cheeks. How could she smile and be so happy without me? Was i the only person missing her in our friendship? Had she already forgotten me?

My birthday had passed without a word from her. I had even sent her a little e mail about our friendship and how much it meant to me. She had never replied. Every time i tried to get in touch with her, she had ignored me. Turned her back on me. 

Why, why?! why did we have to go to that stupid family vacation instead of going and visiting her? Even though we hadn't been able to celebrate our christmas together, I had bought us a friendship necklace for us to wear together. I had sent her a christmas card, with a small present and a letter containing my secrets and how much i missed her. I had talked to her once or twice on the phone, but it had been because I had called her, not the other way around. Even then, she had denied getting the letter and had had to go to some stupid meeting. I couldn't believe it. just half a year ago we had been the very best of friends. Now... i wasn't sure if she still faintly considered me her friend.

sadly this is true... Wah! I lead such a sad life.... I need to get out and make some friends..