Mixed Feelings
My insecurities are crawling back to me again
My throat is clogging up with emotions but I can't let them out
Cause it'll only make me look silly, a crybaby.
I've learnt not to cry easily,
I've learnt to hide my emotions well
But it's tiring my soul out
Laughing has become a pain now but I'm still laughing like the happiest person on earth
Cause the tears don't come out anymore and I've realised too late that my emotions have all been messed up
I've forgot how to cry because I've been laughing too much.
------- CHAITY
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