so you've wasted your time worrying over something that might not happen later.

and now, you kind of losing your time.

the regret, is real, isn't it? it is eating you alive from the inside, am i correct?

now, instead of back to what your past self did, let's embrace and admit your fault.

you can not blame anyone but yourself.

you did this all by yourself.

 

let's not retreat back to your habit.

run from it.

you're almost there.

let's not dissapoint mom, again. she's pretty much broken by your brother, not you too.

(why it's always you and him who broke mom and dad? lol the irony)

i know it's damn hard to not listen to your negative thoughts.

they're toxic and evil; they drag you to your worst part ever.

do not give in!

 

when will this all end if you don't put a finish to it?

yes, you're tired. i know.

i can feel it. you're dizzy af.

so then let's get this over and have a long rest.

 

go try your best.

you will make it.

you will make it.

 

and, please, forgive yourself.

don't be too hard to yourself.

help yourself.

please.

 

semangat! almost there! ^^