I hope, everyone who ever gave me their opinion about my problems read my new story. I know why I always afraid telling my opinion to my family. Because I m not a risk taker. But to day, I get a best reason to rest my life even for one night. I said to my sister that I need to go to my campus for some re-registrations bussiness. another reason is the good news will looking for information about civil servant acceptance. So I want to join that chance cuz my mother want me become a CS whatever that appoinment. I dont know why I always enjoy stay far from my mother since I was I a child. She never leave me actually but I dont know, Am I love her or what happen with my brain. Ahh... so stupid I AM. So, for 2 night I will stay in another place where I will spend the night without MEET AND LOOK MY BROTHER. (AM I THE DEVIL WHO HATE MY BROTHER?) SORRY, I AM SORRY. PLEASE GOD. SO, do you think I m happy now? NO, friends. I still need why I m so pathetic