THE DEATH IS BETTER FOR ME




 

I hate sunday since I was in Junior High School. And More and more now!!! I hate Sunday today. I m so afraid to speect up my opinion to my family. I m the youngest in my family so my opinion always unimportant for my family. But, today I m so stress cuz my situation s so complicated. I mush going to my work tomorrow but, no one will keep my mother. My sister is a civil servan and I m just an ordinary worker. But, need to work. Or, how will I stand in my stressful with all thing and thinking that I hate?!?! How will I say to my sisters and brothers that I m going to depression if all in my environment take down me under pressure. I WANT TO SAY ALL OF IT TO THEM BUT I CANT! :( :( :( PLEASE JUST KILL ME. DeATh is better for me.

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Kim6Ex #1
I cry when I read urs. Thank you so much. Ur suggestions are so wonderful for me.

I hope I daring to say that to my sibling. But, it s like pust and pull. I m not sure I m in a right position.

I just cry in my heart and never showing it to them.

Ahhrrggg I m so frustrat...:( :( :(
sleepingprince #2
In my opinion , you have to be honest and just say it out . They need to know your current situation. You are the youngest but that dosent mean that you dont have the right to voice out.

Your brother and sister have work . They need to earn money and so do you. Just because your sister is a civil servant dosent make her any special or different from you or anyone else. Work is work regardless of what type of job.

Mother belongs to everyone. Your mother can born and raised all of you to be who you are today. But now that she's sick , it seems like everyone dont want to take the responsiblity to look after her.. This is wrong . No matter how hard it may seems , but if you and your sibling do the best for mom , God will bless you more and even help to make out a way even if there's none.

To be fair , why dont everyone take turns ? One month brother look after her , another month sister , another month you take care. If still cant work out , everyone share come one some money employ a nanny to take care of mom.

Please do not quarrel or discuss it infront of mom as she will be sad to know about it. Your mom never want to burden any of you. Its just that things happen and she cant avoid or help it. You need to be strong. Stand for mom and your own right. If you are scare and everything , your siblings might step on you. Think carefully, be calm and pray. If you are sincere , God will provide a way. You can do it ! Never give up
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