hey guys it's ya GIRL HERE!!!!! I feel like it's been 5 years since I last talked to y'all but alas it has only been a few months. 

Just wanted to pop on here and tell you guys (or at least the ones of you that read these) that I'm still here and I'm still workin on some im tryna get done for ya!!! 

that being said I feel like I should inform you that I'm struggling a lot with writing after finishing beyond the pale. Basically I feel like nothing I write sounds any good rn, or it's not coming into words the way it feels  in my head, if that makes sense?? I'm like rlly strugglin and I don't want to complain or anything but I felt like you guys should know so you know why I haven't posted anything even though I said I would be posting.

I lowkey feel hella bad because I want to post fics for you guys!!!! I feel like I'm letting y'all down!!!!! :((((( but I will keep writing and maybe in the next few weeks I'll have one of 90million unfinished oneshots finished and ready to post. 

Thanks for being patient for my slow . I know I've been on literal like 3 year hiatuses (hiati????) before but the difference rn is that I actually WANT to post but I'm not confident in anything I'm writing to finish it. 

PLeasE if y'all have PROMPTs or requests or somethin you want me to write LET ME KNOW pls I love u!!!!!!! sekai, taekaihun, layhan, krisho, baekchen hell whatever u want. I'll try it. IM DESPERATE

again like I always say I LOVE YOU GUYS and see you (hopefully) very soon <3333

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