This is not K-pop related or anything, this is just so random... so... yep. I'm sorry for bothering on your notification haha~

Basically, I'm rereading the journal that I've been using since 2014 because it's running out of pages (I'm not writing on it every day so it's not shocking that it still has empty pages). I decided to reread some of my entries in the past years. I've been cracking up with my dramatic tantrums but one thing has caught my attention and it's a short letter for my 'future' boyfriend/girlfriend. I am that hopeless romantic back then lmao.

I would like to share what the child 'me' wants to say to that 'future' boyfriend/girlfriend:

To my future Boyfriend/Girlfriend,

 You will be my first romantic relationship so be aware that I will lack at some area of our relationship but don't worry, I'm pretty loyal. I am insecure at many things so please spare my dramas and be patient with me. I don't know if I'll be able to love you properly but I'll do my best. I just have some favor for you... If you're getting tired of me, please tell me. If you're falling out of love, please let me be aware and if our relationship don't give you happiness anymore please, please do tell me. Tell me if you want to break-up, don't lock me and yourself in a relationship wherein you know it's not going to work anymore. I'll do the same if I felt that way, I'll be honest. Let's not hurt each other and even we separate, let's keep the good memories we're shared. Let's be happy.

I don't know what has gotten into me, on why I wrote that but it's just fascinating how my views on love back then is that innocent, surely some things have changed but some really does remain the same. I just find it so funny and cringey at the same time haha by the way, if you really read everything, thank you and I'm sorry for wasting a bit of your time hahaha (ᵔᴥᵔ)