Dear all,

I sincerely apologize for dropping off the face of the earth suddenly for years. so much has happened in life and there are things more important than writing, at least that's what i thought before leaving. I still believe the same, but upon losing everything, yet gaining an entirely different life, i realized that having something else to do is also important; and if it's sharing stories then that's what i should still be doing. 

with this, i will not say that i'm back. to be honest, im still struggling to connect with the ME who wrote the things you see in here. I will try; though inside of me is a great fear that as my life has greatly changed, i cannot be the same person as i have been beore. i cannot write the same, and i most certainly feels differently on most things. some of the stories, i know youve enjoyed a lot as youve written in the comments. thank you very much for that. but im afraid, the me right now cannot promise to finish the stories that i cannot connect with anymore. 

schreient