So basically i just wanna post this here. 

A big wonder what if i didnt involve in this world,  roleplay world. 

Is it really give impact on my life? 

Well,  i think yes.  Both,  bad and the goos side. 

Always thinking,  if i didnt trapped in rp,  maybe i will someone better.  No lagha thing.  More focused on my study n work. There is times when im too into rp world till i dont see anything else.  Wake up in the morning replying rp text. In the class,  rpying too.  While eating.  Till the night i closed my eyes,  still rping lol xD... Sometimes even when im going out with my friend,  my brain still processing about rp.  Hahaha how critical i was, but i believed there was someone else worsen than me. 

But alhamdulillah i still manage to get a good result.  Still manage to hold my addiction during exam period. Thanks god. I still play my big role as a student.  But maybe i can do more if i didnt rp much.  Maybe i can be more mature as fast as errr soon.  Whatever. 

But actually i enjoyed it. Backdays when i start joining it,  just to fulfill my empty time.  Im not kind of person who have many activities outside. But still got things to do tho but its totally different thing. 

I cant forget ugh i will never forget how excited im talking to the first tiffany's rp er i met.  Thanks to her for potray tiffany's image well.

Will never forget the memories in my very first active rp.  Thanks to my chinggu i met there.  Non chinggu also should be thanked lol.  It was so fun n amazing. Nyahaha. Friends from another rp too. 

Lots of thing happend and i will never forget it.  

Tbh,  im still rping but not as serious as before.  Just chitchatting meraban sometimes. Cant totally leave it even when im married. Always been thinking before,  maybe i can stop rping when im in serious relationship hahaha but at least im not flirting. 

And i did learn a lot about relationship from rp world.  Since i dont have it in virtual life. 

Hmm what can i conclude here,  rp world did play a big role in my life. My early 20 been trapped in this world.  Cant imagine if i involved it earlier during my childhood. But i believe,  im not kind of people who not get bored with things lol. So 5years n above make me enough with the extremeness. 

Once again i want to say here,  im not regretting joining rp world.  Even having a hard times here multiple time. Since i have a really really great experience here,  up and down.  

Thanks ya whoever start creating this nonsense world...  Lol im such a nonsense