dont crave to be missed

dont crave to be loved

he wont care

stop this 

care about yourself

it's frustrating

he wont like you

he wont look at you

he wont want to even be next to you

he 

doesnt want you

it

it hurts

move on

move on

move on

just move

on

.

.

.

i dont get it, i always end up falling for those i cant get. i hate crushing on people. especially crushing on nice people. it . ah. i cant stop thinking about him but i have to move on. it hurts so much wtf. i need to move on but idk how. i have to. me being head over heels for him will just bring me down.

really.

in my head it's just the constant scenario of me thinking we'd actually look good together

but no.

in reality, it's not how it is.

it really isn't.

we can't

be together

but

it hurts

and i want

him so bad.

i hope i will move on.

but i cant stop thinking about him

it's mentally exhausting