I wonder how it’s like, being in a relationship?

I've seen it, watched it on TV and films, read about it, heard about it, dreamt about it, heck I've even wrote about it before.

Yet it is something that's never happened to me before.

I know I can mimic how it looks, how it reads and how it might make people feel yet I know to myself that what I'm writing is inauthentic, a ruse, an illusion and an adaptation, a mimicry of how people tell me it feels.

Huh...ironic isn't it? To write about something I've never had before.

That makes what I write only a mere assumption of what it might actually be.

I guess I'll never know.

^{(Sorry for the gloomy blog post, I just had to get the grey clouds out before I write some fluff)}