I don’t think I can do this anymore

Hi everyone~ 

 I’ve been doing some thinking since I started writing again, and I’ve come to some conclusions about my feelings pertaining to the stories I right. And, as a Kpop fan and a writer, I can no longer justify writing deeply personal stories about people that I don’t know personally. To clarify, I don’t feel comfortable writing about Jongin and Kyungsoo and the other members of EXO when the truth of the matter is: they’re real people with real feelings, and I don’t know who they really are. I took some time to ask myself, “how would I feel if someone wrote stories about me doing stuff like this?” and I realized, as their fan, writing stories like this just feel kind of invasive to their privacy. I know my stories don’t contain anything particularly troubling, but still. So, I’m going to stop. A few more points I would like like to make clear: I don’t think I’m a bad person for writing what I wrote, nor do I think any other RPF (Real People Fanfiction) writers are bad people for doing so. I just don’t feel comfortable doing it anymore. Also, I know there’s little chance any EXO member would actually read my stories, but just the thought that someone could be hurt by my fan fiction makes my anxiety super crazy bad. Lastly, I apologize sincerely to my subscribers for dropping like this. I came back to make you guys happy and see if writing again is what I wanted to do. A lot has happened since I began writing, and I guess I’m just a different person now. I hope you guys understand. Thank you for all the love and support! I’m so sorry. Keep writing guys! Follow your dreams and all that good stuff. 

Signing off, ~soo_rosebud~ 

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