Ever since I went to college, I've been so preoccupied by assignments that I was never able to actually sit down and write a proper fanfic or continue any of my ongoing ones (which I will upload here once I'm done with any of them). The constant stress of group assignments with people who don't even bother doing their share of work or even show up to campus and having to submit my stuff before deadlines seriously just ate up every single motivation I had to write anything. Being cyber-bullied and abused emotionally by people whom I once called friends just really took its toll on me mentally. There were times I actually did try to write something, not necessarily for my fanfics but just to write a random story and I found myself struggling to even write an opening sentence. I was so devastated. In the end, I turned towards my main hobby which is singing. I swear to God, singing is the only thing that is keeping me going these days. IDK why I'm even writing here but I just needed somewhere to rant my feelings, knowing that nobody I personally know is here on this site. 

So yeah, sorry if you had to read through this...