literally, this entire semester has been so bad. I'm doing badly in a majority of my classes. and it's my own fault really cause I'm not putting in time and effort to learn and stay away from distractions. my gpa is going to drop and the only person to blame is myself. 

but even when I do understand what's going on in class I have such bad test-taking skills. 

idk why. it's as if my mind goes blank and I don't know anything when I know and I learned it.

my dad says it cause I'm not studying enough and I'm always doing other things. Which is true. 

le sigh idk anymore. i just want to finish this semester. idgaf about my grades anymore 

*i still do.*

my dad thinks everything can be solved if you can look it up. but i just don't understand chemistry for the life of me. 

i give up 

*i'm not but idk*

sorry for being a debbie downer. 

here's a happy baekhyun