Hi everyone I am writing this blog to let you know what has been going on with me and give you all a heads up. 

First off, I was just in the hospital for 10 days with RSV and pneumonia, This has been very hard on my family and for me. I am currently home resting because I am not healed. Just healed enough to be home and not need constant care. While I was gone, I noticed there has been a lot of drama on my account. There are people now that are gone from account saying that they deactivated and I am worried. I am hoping that maybe they just changed their names. 

You know who you are and I am sorry if I caused you any problems my little buddy! I hope you come back and we can talk. I really dont see a reason to write anymore if you arent around to read my stuff. Also sorry about the drama with others too.

I will be honest I dont much feel like I want to write and when I do I will come back. If anyone wants to talk to me. Message me privately and we can talk that way. I will miss having the interactions with you guys but I just dont feel like many of you care. If you really want me to start writing again then show me that is what you want. 

Sorry for being so down and gloomy but I was hoping for a happy coming back and not a sad one like this.....