ㅤㅤㅤ˗ˏˋ 온설리 IS READY TO CONQUER THE WORLD ˎˊ˗

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AT MIDNIGHT
AT MIDNIGHT
SEOLLI'S VER.
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hello, i'm lumiere's fairy, soul!
 
NAME on seolli 온설리.
OTHER NAMES 
FAIRY a nickname given to seolli for her good looks and playful nature. she finds it quite cringey in all honesty, especially when she has to call herself that.
FLOP given to her by netizens for her repeated failures in the industry. starting with her debut song before lumiere and carrying on with her activities as a member of lumiere. some antis even go as far as implying that seolli spreaded failure to the group.
OH / AHN SOHEE seolli's name is rather uncommon, so people often call her not the correct name. the most common variations are oh sohee and ahn sohee.
 
BIRTHDATE november tenth, nineteen ninety nine.
BIRTHPLACE gangnam, seoul, sk.
HOMETOWN gangnam, seoul, sk.
 
ETHNICITY korean.
NATIONALITY korean.
 
LANGUAGES 
KOR native. she speaks standard korean, having lived all of her life in seoul.
ENG advanced. her father pushed for extra english tutoring when she was younger, on top of the company's own push for her to study the language. she can read and write it better than she can speak it, and she has a bit of an accent when she does speak.


  


FACE CLAIM elris sohee.
BACKUP pristin xiyeon, momoland yeonwoo.
 
STATURE 168 cm & 46 kg.
APPEARANCE on seolli's looks are what people consider to be the "standard" for an idol. she's tall, thin, with double eyelids and a tall nose. her face is heart shaped and slim, and her facial features make her look a bit like a bull terrier. her dark hair reaches to the center of her back and she often dyes it shades of brown. seolli's body is toned and lithe from dancing, she has abs and an apple hip.
 
STYLE she prefers neutrals, and clothing items with a long hem to make her look taller. seolli prefers skirts and dresses to jeans because they make her look more put together, but on days when she's feeling lazy, she'll still throw on a pair.


   

                 
   

 
ON SEOLLI ; AN ISFP POSING AS AN ESFP.
scintillating, farcical, alluring, passionate, conscientious.
capricious, competetive, flamboyant, attention-hungry.
aloof, arrogant, resentful, petty, jealous, vulnerable.
inferiority superirority complex, broken ace, stepford smiler.
theme song : alone by halsey, primadonna girl by matd.

SIMILAR TO : PARK SOOYOUNG, LEE DAEHWI


meet lumiere's soul! a fairy who desires attention,
like bubbles in a carbonated drink, seolli is sparkling. coruscating, her wit and her skill is dazzling, enough to blind someone ( her words ). she's a clever one, quick to understand and apply ideas with a quick and inventive mind. animated and lively, you'll recognize her by her wild gesticulations and facial expressions. ridiculous and over-the-top, it's almost amazing that people find her legitimately funny. she often pushes gags and jokes to their limit and the things she says often don't make sense without context. with her sparkling mind, she can pull some really amazing ideas from her mind. seolli needs to be the center of attention, often exaggerating her reactions as well as the things she says and does. she'll ham things up if she needs to, just so she can have eyes and cameras on her. she always uses these big gestures and expresses what she feels without propriety. during performances, she always does extra little fanservice things to attract attention. seolli also ends up acting incredibly obnoxious or embarrassing everyone around her. while she's energetic and talkative, she's also rowdy and can get too caught up in her flamboyant behavior that she forgets how to be orderly. a bit fake, lumiere's soul only shows the best sides of her.

meet on seolli! a girl who seeks to place herself above others,
her passion for life always shines. seolli is a lot more sensitive than people think and feels a lot of things very deeply. there are many words to describe her, both positive and negative, but people who love her and hate her both agree that on seolli is an incredibly hardworking person. she slaves for perfection, accepting nothing less from herself and others, pushing herself to the edge and back to craft something perfect. she pulls her weight and is eager to show people just how her hard work pays off. her needs and feelings and moods change with the days. one minute she's warm and bubbly and laughing and the next, she's sour and scathing. because she needs to be the best, she pushes herself harder than the other girls, ignoring her health and purposely trying to one-up them in order to be recognized as the godsend she is. with her exuberance, confidence, and stylishness, she attracts attention. and she loves being the center of attention. but even though she's as subtle as peacock feathers and statement jewelry, seolli always keeps herself at a distance. she doesn't reveal her deep feelings and she doesn't really reach out to others or make an effort to be their friends.

throughout her life, seolli has received a lot of praise for her talent and ideas and now her head is too big for her body. she has an excessively high opinion of herself, her specialty is talking about herself. not only does she love herself too much, she also has way too much pride in herself and her achievements. and because everyone else in lumiere keeps outshining her, she harbors more and more resentment towards her "family". she often makes sarcastic quips at the members and enjoys teasing and pranking them. she isn't exactly sure why, but on seolli is intensely jealous, even over little things. if someone receives something she doesn't, she becomes furious and anxious. she'll get jealous over someone having friends and not hanging out with her, even if she doesn't like them. it's irrational, it's stupid, but it's consuming.

she is an idol because she loves the positive attention she receives. everything she does is carefully framed around the idea of positive attention. her entire sense of self is based around recognition and positive enforcement and without it, with the other members of lumiere outranking her in popularity and lines and activities, she's nothing. she hates herself. she's empty, self-critical, dissociative.
 
BACKGROUND cw ; emotional abuse 
when on seolli was born, she was the best. growing up she was the best. an only child, well-liked, great marks, a perfect family, but like most things in on seolli's life, it was a well-crafted image to present others. her home life, warm and enviable from the outside was cold and frigid. her parents, both devoted to work and other people rather than to the creature they created together. she gets her aloofness from her father, who always kept her an arm's length away. she spent the most time with her father, looking up at him and hoping for the type of parental love other children gained from their parents.

instead, she got pressure. she got insults. she got disproportionate discipline. on seolli was hand-groomed to be the best at everything, no exceptions. smart, athletic, polite, friendly. constantly monitored in every aspect of her life from academics to extracurriculars to her social life, her father would constantly make sure she was excelling. the only time she recieved anything resembling love was when she was perfect. and even then, she'd only get nice clothes and toys instead of a slap. she was hit a lot growing up, mocked. up seolli, a waste of space, a mistake, a bottom feeder. she internalizes this. she's only worth something when she's the best.

her father forces her to take up model, dance, act, sing, and she goes along with it because seolli was ravenous for affection, for validation, for love. she always received high praises from other people but it was never the same as when her father praised her. but the more she achieved, the more she had to exert herself to receive any praise from the man. seolli obsessed over his opinions and input, and when he disapproved even the slightest bit, she'd spiral downwards. she'd be an anxious mess who would stay up all day and all night running on two bananas and a sweet potato trying to study or memorize lines or practice dancing or posing. she'd work herself to exhaustion, to the point where she had to be hospitalized. her father never visited her in the hospital, except to sign forms and her home when she was discharged.

he gets her to participate in a competition show, to flaunt herself and her talents for the world to see on television. she does decent enough, she's a good singer and a good dancer, and pretty above all, but she doesn't do well enough. making it to the top four gives her a fan following. seeing that, her father pushes her a step farther. he knows a guy who can make her an idol, with a song and a music video and everything. and of course, he'd be her manager. it's her time in the spotlight, and her debut song is promptly titled spotlight. it doesn't last long for seolli, though. the concept has her showcase her sensual and romantic side, which for a fifteen year old, is far underdeveloped. the song had a retro sound before it was popular, and the choreography was too mature. it flopped, worse than any party involved expected.

the next step was to go for a more traditional route to stardom. her father began negotiating with various entertainment labels to get her a contract with the biggest in the entertainment industry. in the end, it was sm who wanted to have seolli audition. and in late 2014, on seolli became an sm entertainment trainee.
 
TRIVIA 
in the sm family, she really looks up to krystal and sulli. sulli because she's beautiful and amazingly talented, but also because she had the courage to go out and chase what she wants for herself. and krystal because she's basically the most famous member of her group for her looks. 

seolli's role model is boa. because she's a great singer and an amazing dancer, and took the world by storm with her skills. she's basically everything seolli strives to be. 

during random play dance, soul's the member to actively deny when the group makes a mistake, and will defend her position against doni and coni to the death. she also gets mad at whoever does actually make a mistake.

is definitely a competitor at isac, most likely in the track and field events.

her special talents are turning anything into a cf and flexibility.

in the dorm, she's in charge of making things look pretty. and when she says that, she really means that she hates cooking and cleaning and would rather lay around all day.

to seolli, dieting is a necessary part of her profession, and of being a woman in general. it's hard, but she has no qualms with it. she personally does intermittent fasting using the 16/8 model, where she fasts for 16 hours and has an 8 hour eating window.

at midnight is her favorite album because she really loves music with a retro feel. also, the concept for at mdinight wasn't too mature nor too juvenile for the group. and it reminds seolli of spotlight. her least favorite album is a luminous summer because red flavor felt too childish for her and it was so catchy that the beat and lyrics will be etched into her mind until the day she dies. as for plain old songs, her favorites are look, fire alarm, and running.

spotlight's flop hurt seolli terribly. she got to make most of the choreo for the song herself and she had a lot of influence in the concept and the aesthetic.

while seolli is a bit of a harsh person off camera, she shows her more sensitive and loving side with her fans. she truly adores her fans and often refers to them as "the treasures i keep closest to my heart".

all of the in-group pairings that involve seolli start with her name ( ie, seora, seomi, etc ) because her fans know nothing comes before their soul.

seolli is the type to hold grudges for a really long time, like years and years. even if she forgives something, she never forgets. and she'll still occasionally bring up things that happened to her in first grade, like how shim yewon had the nerve to not come to seolli's birthday party but expected seolli to go to hers.

scorpio sun, leo moon. is very intense and hardworking, but needs a lot of attention and gets sulky when she doesn't get it. has a happy energy unless she's feeling jealous. she's passionate and protective if she actually cares about someone.

if she was a tarot card, she'd be death. rebirth, transformation, and endings.

intimacy for seolli is being proud of each other, independently inspiring one another, respecting each other through own personal wars, and two minds where deepest secrets and fears and traumas can be shared.

teases the members a lot. she'll tease them for being lame, and laugh at them when they look ridiculous. there's little age difference between her and the older members, seolli has no problem making them do whatever she doesn't want to do, or by telling them to get something themselves.

needs love, attention, excitement, success, and to be able to vent.

her ideal type is someone who is a bit weak willed and submissive, who sees only her and will do anything she asks.

likes iced beverages, attention, fashion and beauty, astrology and tarot, hard work, wordplay and puns, music that has an 80s feel, art galleries, clazziquai project, people who gas her up.

hates being called shallow, having all her hard work brushed aside because she's "pretty" and "priviledged", being second guessed, hearing someone else say "i told you so", skinship and affection.

hates skinship. it's more of the fact that her family's never been super affectionate so it weirds her out and now being touched makes her feel uncomfortable. whenever a lumiere member tries to hug or kiss her, she makes a big show out of leaning away and yelling "i hate this!".

habits are judging everyone, forgoing sleep to practice, consuming copious amounts of espresso, comparing herself to others, distancing herself from the other lumiere members, bottling things up and exploding, bringing up the fact that she debuted before the rest of the members ( "yah, i'm your sunbae!" ), listening to spotlight when she's stressed, reading articles about herself and lurking pann forms for stuff about herself.

hobbies are dancing, shopping, visiting cool cafes, doing makeup, reading fanmail, being active on her fancafe sites, playing rpg games.

fears not being good enough, being a burden to the people around her, failure, ending up alone, never finding true satisfaction within herself, not being able to please, being disliked, making a fool of herself in front of others, dying without any solid accomplishments, and her dad actually not loving her.

aesthetics of on seolli ; driving on the freeway at night, day old coffee grounds, walking to the beach to look at the stars, grandiose statements with no hope of coming true, caring too much about offhand comments, sitting on a porch at dusk.


  

SOUL ; LUMIERE'S LEAD DANCER AND VOCALIST.


STAGE NAME soul ; it sounds close to her name, and she wants to be considered the heart and soul of lumiere. she wants to be important enough to fans to be regarded as their soul.
 
POSITION lead dancer, vocalist.
BACKUP lead rapper, vocalist.
 
VOCAL TWIN oh my girl yooa
RAP TWIN ( for backup ) pristin's xiyeon.
DANCE TWIN elris sohee
 
TRAINING YEARS 1.5 years
TRAINING LIFE she auditioned for sm, after a few company representatives and her father arranged a contract for her in the company. she did a rendition of miss a's hush. seolli got along well with most of the trainees, as she strives to always keep her flaws hidden. male trainees thought she was really pretty, but she only interacted with the minimally. she was much closer with the female trainees, but in her short time as a trainee, she was competetive with them. a main difficulty for seolli during training was coping with the fact that she wasn't the best at any of her skillsets. there was definitely someone better than her in almost every way at sm, and compliments on her skills were more infruequent than they ever had been.

IDOL ACTIVITY 
kpop star season 3 ; pre-debut. she did decent, made it to the top four before being eliminated.
spotlight ; post-debut, pre-lumiere. her debut solo song that released in early 2014, a few months after being eliminated from kpop star 3. it was a flop because it sounded "too old", and many netizens harped on the song for overualizing seolli. the debut also had poor timing.
childlike ; post-debut, pre-lumiere. a collaboration she did with jbj's kim sanggyun. it was more well-recieved than spotlight.
golden tambourine post-debut, post-lumiere. soul made an appearance on the show golden tambourine, where she did a performance of lee hyori's u go girl. she was praised for her live singing throughout the performance.
more tba.

ARTICLES 
LUMIERE'S SOUL APOLOGIZES FOR EARLY DEBUT! ; during the early stages of the boycott, fans complained about soul's rude behavior towards another member in a v-live. soul was told to do something, and she responded with, "yah, is that any way to talk to your sunbae? i debuted before all of you, remember?". netizens began bashing soul for her rude behavior, and the backlash forced her to apologize for her harsh comments and for debuting before her members of lumiere.
netizen responses!
[ +87, -14 ] lmao, does debuting count if it was a flop?
[ +158, -23 ] lumiere but i can believe this thinks she's better than the rest of them bc she flopped first.

CAN LUMIERE'S SOUL ACTUALLY DANCE? ; after a netizen compiled a bunch of clips of seolli's dancing, people began noticing that her style of dance was more "showing off her body" and "looking pretty" than it was displaying any actual technique. they also pointed out that when she followed more vigorous choreography like ciara's ride and her camilla cabello dances, they were lackluster.
netizen responses!
[ +121, -37 ] at least she's pretty
[ +43, -31 ] she can't sing either, can somone say 'sponsored'?? lolololo
[ +89, -146 ] damn do yall not realize that dancing and technique can be soft and sensuous and not just powerful??
 
REACTION TO BOYCOTT the boycott really hurt seolli, and despite other members telling her to not worry about it, she can't not worry about it. it makes her try harder, to practice for sixteen hours a day, to worry about her every movement on camera. on seolli wants lumiere to succeed because she wants to succeed, and this boycott is an onstacle in her way.
RELATIONS 


   


ON SEONGGI ! ; seolli's dad. it wouldn't be unreasonable to say that the reason she breathes is to appease him. they have a complex history with one another, and on seonggi has an even more complex, trash history of emotionally manipulating his daughter into doing whatever he wants her to. not many people can see how toxic their relationship is, or they choose not to care because on seonggi buys his daughter's love. and she does love him, and she wants to be cherished by him even more. so she'll go to the ends of the earth to get him to look in her direction.

lumiere's boycott wildly impacted their relationship. when lumiere first debuted, he was as affectionate as an on could be, boasting about her and leaving gifts for her at the dorm and calling her often to compliment her. for a few short moments, she was her father's lovely daughter and she couldn't be happier. but then the boycott really picked up wind and lumiere's last of success irked him. in an attempt to make her work harder, he stopped calling her, stopped speaking about her. he acted like she didn't even exist. and while it does make her work harder, it makes her overwork herself because what on earth can one person do to reverse the public's opinion of her group?

 


  


PARK SARA ! ; seolli remembers seeing a girl around her age with a cute face and a thick jeju accent at her spotlight fansign. she was grateful for the girl's support but they only had a brief window of interaction time. however, once seolli became an sm trainee and had a particularly rough day, she was in the practice room dancing to her song to make herself feel better when she heard the song's fanchant. when she turned around, sara was there, quietly encouraging her to keep going. that moment has remained in seolli's heart for years ( and let's be real, will probably stay there until she dies ).

seolli, while appreciative of sara's support, was initially very jealous of the girl's vocal talent but after a while of sara seolli's ego, seolli came to really cherish sara. seolli is the first person sara goes to when she needs help learning choreography because she knows how good it makes seolli feel. and because of sara's "dependence" on her, she quickly becomes very protective of smol sara, even going as far as to scold management for scolding sara about her accent. sara always teases seolli with affection, like trying to get seolli to kiss her. eventually, seolli does start showing sara more affection in her own ways, like buying sara salads and getting matching berets for them. and sara occasionally wakes up early to make or buy seolli some espresso. but thanks to sara's love and steadfast support, seolli learns to open up more to the others and to become a more emotionally healthy individual. im so soft for seora im crying

 


  


MOON JANGMI ! ; seolli and jangmi's relationships feel into the same sort of pitfalls seolli's friendship with sara did. a talented vocalist that intimidated seolli. and similarly to sara, jangmi's constant gassing of seolli made her like jangmi. the real conflict between them comes from their personalities. jangmi is sensitive and emotional, where as seolli is sensitive and prone to outbursts. if seolli is in a mood, jangmi will prod too much or play too much and seolli will lash out and hurt jangmi's feelings.
COMMENTS im ded
 
SCENE REQUESTS 
the girls reacting to the boycott and the bad feelings with it by sneaking out and breaking their diet by eating heaps of convinience store food

seolli goin thru chara development and realizing that she doesn't need to base her self worth around her father's approval

uhh,,, i'll add more
 
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