I hate my life

-I'm ugly

-I'm stupid (haven't gotten a single good grade since 4th grade)

-I have no friends

-I'm short (I'm not even 5 feet)

-I'm fat (like REALLY fat)

-I'm in love with a straight girl who thinks I'm weird and always gets

attention from every boy in the school

-People hate me because my depression bums them out

-I've tried killing myself multiple times and the results are never successful

-I was born with depression (yes, I was born with it) yet every time i ask for help, people just

accuse me of looking for attention

-Counselors and doctors keep giving up on me cause I'm incurable

-I've seen several doctors, been to several hospitals, and been several medications yet it only gets worse

-My family hate me and want to send me away

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NatashaTasha
#1
I bet that the people who hates you are more ugly in terms of personality. I know you are not ugly (Somehow I have tht instinct). It's okay if you're fat, fat doesn't mean Ugly right? You ARE CUTE! if I meet you in person I might just squeeze your cheeks many times ^^ annddddd, Im also SHORTT ( like 145 cm?)

if the doctors and counselors keep giving up on you dont worry! YOU HAVE US HERE TO HELP YOUU (wink wink) so just let out all your feelings and we will sure be here to help you~ I'll try. If you want someone to talk with then just post it here, im sure someone or many people will reply you. I will reply you~ unless I didn't received it. Hehe

Oh! and IM SURE THAT YOU AREEE GOOD AT SOMETHING, it's just that you maybe a little bit late to discover it (your talent) ^^~
sleepingprince
#2
To me no one is born ugly. Maybe you just need to put in some effort to look better . Try eat healthy food , exercise regularly , take good care of yourself , pay attention on the way you dress / style yourself and you'll be fine. I think your outer / physical appearance doesn't really matter as much as to your personality . People will still be friends with you if you are kind , friendly ,helpful , polite and etc.. Maybe you can try reach out to them first as well. Grades are important but not everything . If you try harder , I think you will be able to do better. You reap what you sow . The more you study the more better you'll be. Everything comes from you , yourself. You need to make effort to get what you want. The journey might not be easy , but still every sacrifices are worth it at the end of the day. Suicide is never the answer . It will only lead to more pain and regrets. You're still young . You're a fighter . You have endure it a long time , been through a long way , I'm sure there's something that you gain and learn too. Just don't give up easily. Give life a chance. All you need is something to believe in , something to look forward too everyday something that can motivate you . Set a goal / dream and go achieved it. People will changed their view on you, when they saw that you're actually making / taking the effort to help yourself. Life is precious. Live well and know that you can shine too. I'll be cheering on you
Heartsmith
#3
Hey it's me again hehe
If you love that girl then dont try to kill yourself.
I agree with @Namlunasoo. Make a list of every good Thing in each day.