Personal confession

Hey... So I don't why but I want to tell you about my struggles of liking a girl...

So it's been almost one year since we met... She is a kpoper just like me and she is 19 years old. First I was close to her as a friend, eventually we became closer. 

Meeting once or twice a week... She told me many things about her that not many people know. 

She introduced me to almost all her family and they were all like 'oh you are hiba?' and she will face palm herself because she was exposed that she talks a lot about me around them. 

I pay for everything when I am with her, I  bought her an exo album since she is a hardcore EXO-L I made her try sushi for the first time... she sometimes calls me 'dad' LoooL because I take care of her as an older brother/ father.

She hates skinship but when we are walking she will hold into me like I am her shield and link her arm in mine, that day she said that she hates these stuff but she doesn't know why she is doing it with me. I sometimes make her blush with my stares without me noticing... 

 

This is hard... But I am enjoying it even though it's wrong and she is damn straight... 

 

Having crush on someone is so fun... But sometimes it hurts. :(

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MelVermelho #1
Nhonhonho
WhateverTwice #2
By what you’ve said by far, I’m not really sure if she has a crush on you or not. I mean, I was definetly in your position and I got my hopes up too, I just don’t want you to get hurt y’know? But it’s better to confess than just leave it bubbling inside of you, even if there is a risk of ruining the friendship. That’s my personal opinion, but what you do, please don’t let it be influenced too much by the readers. This is your decision.
WhateverTwice #3
You never know, she might have feelings back for you, even though she says she’s straight. Have you confessed yet or not?

Just saying but you shouldn’t get your hopes up, if you do it’ll hurt if they reject.
noname19 #4
i don't know what to say, but i think love is so blind, if u see that girl always want her whole life with u, n she's really happy when her with u, maybe she is have a feeling with u, but she just can't tell, n can't show u, cuz she's think maybe better be a bestfriend rather be a lover but then leaving each other cuz a simple trouble #ifuknowwhatimean
ceejayfxsnsd0509 #5
Most of the you’ll get hurt if you love someone too much
hellyeah123 #6
Ohhh I think she’s into you as well but it’s really hard to jump into conclusions because it will just hurt us.
drcvnhgn #7
Aww authornim! Such fluff much wow ^^ I love the feeling too, being all kilig and such *shashasha* eventhough I'm being seen as an older brother only. I feel I gotta protect them, be there for them, those kind of things. Thank you for sharing with us ^^ Hwaiting~
gay4pineapples #8
oh hiba :( love, you just need to take it slow. it seems really hard, but it honestly seems like she really likes you. she might just see you as a older sibling figure (hence the “dad” nickname), but maybe in her heart, that “dad” became “daddy” (im so sorry lolol). if you really feel that way towards her, you should confess sometime! she has talked about you already to her family and although she hates skinship, she does it with you anyways, which shows she really likes and cares for you, and is comfortable around you, perhaps more than others. in any sense, you should confess! don’t worry about it, and try not to make that get in the way of your friendship (you should tell her that if you confess), and as always, a noodle is straight until it gets wet ;)
good luck, and best of wishes to you!
Kurottoki #9
I highly support you with your feelings for her. Fighting!
DeYoda #10
I think you better confess to her but not to rush because can you see how she comfortable do something that she doesn't like with you. That means, she enjoyed her day with you.
kimi98 #11
Are you a girl authornim? And you like girl too?
michaengie #12
Be strong authornim, wait a little bit and then see what her actions are. If she’s confusing you, i’d say you should confront her. Play hard to get!! Don’t spoil her too much authornim!
myouimina372801 #13
Hey why it sounds like she is not straight? xD
Or she used to be straight, but you bend her authornim! Lol xD
Just confess already xD looks like you are special to her
AWeirdChaeyoungStan #14
I support you author-nim!! And by the way, having a crash on/loving somebody is never wrong even though that person is the same gender as yours. If your religion or your parents don't allow it ignore them, that noise. And lastly, this friend of yours is not straight, I mean...she's obviously gay, just saying
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