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Feb 15 2018

12:18 PM

Im with my friend tricia, we are waiting for our friends to finish their computer hands-on and then she said "ica, do you think you have chance winning bea's heart?" And then I look at her I gave her a sad smile and then I said "I think this is the last..." and then i let out a big sigh... 

12:25 PM

We're was about to walk inside the classroom when Bea called me with a hesitation on her face she pulled me to talk on a private place... and then she said "uhm... you know that im straight, right?" And I just nodded my head and I said "yes"... "im so sorry" and I said "Its ok, I think its time for me to move on" and then I gave her a small smile "but we can be friends" she said and then she cried, I gave her my handkerchief and she wipe her tears... I want to be strong but I think my heart can't so I cried too because this is the first time I fell in love deeply with a girl...

When I came home I cried on my room all day until now.

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