I thought I lost it. For many years, I thought I won't be able to touch this account again. Well, I still write; I wrote things (and computed & did accounting for things) back when I was working. Now, I'm back in school and still continuing to write notes all the time. I know, I've always wanted to write but I didn't have the time. I know there were so many good stories formed in my head while I'm in the most random places that you would imagine. Like in the bathroom, or while being stuck in an awful traffic. I make hugots or what you call punchlines/pick-up lines (in English) with slight angst and pun intended randomly to the point I can joke around and say, "Hey I can make a book out of this". I tend to tell stories of memories in the most mundane way because probably, that's the closest thing to writing I can bring to my audience/readers/friends.

Another factor that pushed me to write again are the compliments I get from a friend who said I have the skills to write. I know, I'm not within the level of A+ writers here but I know that there's always room for improvement. It's not how beautiful you constructed the sentences or how you used extravagant words to make it sound like from an elite. It's more on how you convey and project the feeling of the piece from one person to another. I believe that if you have influence your reader, it means you are an effective writer.

Few years back, an old mutual from the inspirit fandom (I totally forgot who, but your words are unforgettable to me) told me that her favorite Myungsoo one-shot story is One Winter Day. For me, it doesn't matter if me writings haven't reached to a lot of people. But if some appreciates it, then I'll be so glad. 

I've grown a little so I could say that if I take a shot on writing again, it would have a mature approach that what I did few years back. A lot of things happened. A lot of situations that I've been through. A lot of ups and downs. A lot of feelings. I know all of the things that happened in the past will help me mold to become a better writer and of course, for me to never stop believing that I will be a CPA one day. (Well, a CPA that travels the world, eats good food and writes. What a concept.)

Maybe not now, or maybe not today, not tomorrow but soon, I'll try to write again.