Updates! I am still alive.
Hey troopers!
It's been probably like, months since I've logged onto this site, and for some quite hefty reasons. Most of them were because of my mental health, which had been a for the past half year since I've moved. My new (not exactly new, I got enrolled in October) school is very taxing and takes up most of my time. So yeah, a lot has been going on and it's just impossible for me to sit down and dedicate myself to writing :-(
I haven't completely abandoned it, and I still think about it time to time. Sometimes I write passages of updates or new fics but I am never able to find the time to finish them, sadly. It's repercussions of growing up; having less and less time to do stuff that you love to do.
It's really unbelievable to look at my past on this site. I've been writing since I was 13, and I was able to do an update within a few days. Nowadays my readers have to suffer long waits for about 7 literal business months for an update that'll probably because they've lost interest on the story and I've lost track of the storyline myself. Some of my readers have literally watched me grow, as I have observed myself improve. Writing here literally did wonders to me more than just entertainment and appreciating my readers' comments. I'd been a y English student in the past and was called a failure, and now I'm considering a major in English :-)
The future, I may say, is really freakin' scary. Two weeks ago I visited the gymnasium I wanted to enroll in for higher education and it hit me how I'm going to leave this dreamy "high school" life really quickly.
Anyways, what I'm trying to say is - I haven't forgotten about my fics! It's just that adulthood is really looming ahead over me and I just haven't got enough time to do proper dedication. I'm less inclined to do quick updates because they tend to be unsatisfying, but obviously you just have to wait for a really long time for a nice, decent update.
Perhaps I'll be able to do an update soon, maybe not. It really depends on how things will be from now on. But for now, this is just a lil' poke that I am indeed still alive, and I have not forgotten about this site.
See you soon(?)!
- Lach
PS: This is not very important and probably none of your concern, but as of recent I am seeing someone! If you follow me on twitter, you would've known I've been squawking like a real idiot over his existence. His name is Andreas and he is? Probably the loveliest boy I've ever met in my life. He's a whole 2 heads taller compared to my 5'3" shrimpy height, and he's honestly been a real sunshine when I've had bouts of my ill mental health. Just so you know ;-)
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