Whoever reads this~

I am so heartbroken right now.

I've been 'loving' same person, over and over again. Its been years. I am surprised how damn stupidly loyal I am, considering that this is my first time in this matters.

He drop hints. Physical touch. Hands ony waist. Bring me out on a date.What is that? 
I thought he have interest in me.

Not long after, he suddenly went up to me saying he found this someone amd he likes her a lot and want me to help him get her close.

At that right moment, I thought to myself "Then what was that you show me before?"

Whoever reads this blog, so please tell me if I am delusional by his actions towards me or not. I need a reality slap! Been years since I didnt face reality. 

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PinkBlueBeauty #1
that's so sad. :(
he's such a fool.
boy1a4 #2
He's an .
Haha this is what I got. It may sound bad but I feel like he was using you somehow to indulge on his manly needs? Hands on your waist and taking you out on dates? Hm. Idk but I feel like there was this intention to flirt with you and lead you on. Yet he pulled half way because he found another girl??? An to me.

HOWEVER, I also don't know this guy. and this is based on my pure assumptions. it is possibly different from his point of view so talking to him personally and admitting how he misled you should be able to get you your answers.
Good luck!
203693 #3
Maybe you could ask him?
But then it would be awkward..but I'm sure clarifications wouldn't hurt.
Hwaiting!!
hyejin_123 #4
Well, all I could say is that, there are certain people who were naturally sweet to those close to them. It just naturally comes out to them when they get too comfortable. I wasn't saying you were kind of abit delusional, but I think there's some kind of misunderstanding and I couldn't blame you for that girl. He also did his part to lead you into such misunderstanding. Yet, don't get down to yourself sis. You can still find someone who'll be genuinely loyal to you as much as you're loyal to him.
raystar003 #5
Don't be heartbroken sis... You will get your soulmate soon who will love you more than you love yourself...
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