Note: I am doing this just to get rid of what I'm feeling at this moment! I will be using my friends real names since I asked them if it was ok with them ;)

So, wednesdays we have this whole extra half hour before school starts.(yay)And me and my friend,Jermaine, were just hanging out at the library. I was playing a game on my iPod while he talked about something?(can't really remember what?) then he notices our friend Anita sitting in the computer area,so we decided to go bug her just for fun!

(note: yes this really happened)

Convo~

Jermaine: hey anita*sits on the left computer*

Me: NITAAAA~ I LOVE YOU~~ *hugs her and sits on the right*

Anita: Who said you could hug me*death glares*

Me:*jaw dropped*

Anita: hahah,just kidding Banana~

Me: Your mean~*pouts* So! Whatcha doin?

Anita: Trying to print something for chemistry

Me:hmm...

Aya:ANA!!

Me: *turns around and sees my cute little japanese exchange student friend* Oh! Hi Aya! *waves and smiles*

Aya: *waves back*

End of convo~

So,when my friend Aya said my name,  I noticed a boy looking towards me and my two other friends and....................................................IT WAS THE FREAKIN BOY I HAVE A CRUSH ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He actually remembered who the hell I am!(note: I RARELY talk to him and I actually sometimes pretend to forget his name ^//^)

So,when i saw that it was him,i ignored him(I have my reasons) I kept my main focus on my friends Anita and Jermaine. Anita left a few minutes later to do something and she made us save her spot. When she left,I guess Jermaine noticed that my crush was behind me.(literarly! He was BEHIND ME!!!)

Another convo time!~

Jermaine: So,Ana, what are you going to do for valentines?

Me: Sleep?

Jermaine: Really?!*laughs* Aren't you going to do anything speacil?

Me: Why? Valentines day is so boring and it's more like a big thing when your in elementary and middle school. It seems really dumb when your in high school

Jermaine: *lifts eyebrow* oh really? I thought you were,I don't know, do something for that one person you like

Me: *looks at him with a WTF face* Why? *texts him* (I know what ur trying to do n it's not working. U know he knows i like him!)

Jermaine:*looks at text* So, aren't you going to do anything?

Me: Just give cards and candies to my friends

Anita comes back

Anita: *whispers* He's right behind you

Me: ja se~, me quero muere~(trans: i know~,i want to die) [one of the few advantages of having mexican friends >:) ]

End of convo~

JERMAINE! WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!!!

I'm going to kill him tomorrow morning -_- during math!

WHY DID MY CRUSH HAVE TO SIT NEXT TO MY FRIEND AYA AND RIGHT BEHIND ME?!?!?! WAE!!!!!!!!

He most likely heard what me and my friend said!

I would show you guys a picture of my crush,but I don't have any and I'm not going to Facebook him :P

BUT!!! He kind of looks like this ulzzang. EXCEPT! He's chinese not korean ^^

Omo! My friend Jermaine showed me a picture of my crush sleeping and afjklhglkajgklahfklahfklajf!!!! He looked so freakin adorable!!!! 

Ok, I'm done ^^ 

I really needed to do this. I fell releaved :)

Hope all of you have a wonderful valentines day! I will be sleeping or reading some smut ;3.