hello

it's been a short while.

i'm doing okay, still feeling a little weird. it's been tough lately trying to accept the loss and it's coming up to the first anniversary of my dog suddenly passing, so december and january are hard months for me right now and i think this year will be difficult.

college is hard too and i'm trying to find something that makes me happy so i may move on to another college which is kinda :\ because i'm gonna be in my twenties when i graduate and here you graduate when you're 18 so.... i'm an old mess.

i've tried to write things but nothing happens, i don't feel compelled to continue. i don't know when the motivation will return. i'm starting to read books again to get ideas and hopefully i will be back writing again.

if you miss me then i can give you some contacts on twitter, it'll be my freelance account since it's the only kind of "fan account" i have.

thank you for your patience. i am okay.