What does it mean to be happy?

No, I'm not going to say I'm depressed or anything but i dont think I've felt genuinely happy. Momentary happiness happen but i dont remember when I have felt generally happy. My co-workers are all a bunch of kids thinking about girls, , their own damn ego, and stupid bullcrap that i just play along and think it's all funny. For the 5 years of my life, turning 6, being in this job, i only met a few that i could actually relate and talk to sincerely. Granted that I'm new at this job location... But it's been about 4 months. My last job location, i only talked to a few people as well. A bunch of my co-workers back then don't talk much about their personal stuff but do talk about really dumb and stupid topics. And obviously girls and ... or just basically complaining all the time about other people or work. Thankfully I have a friend around here that i could actually talk to and feel like I'm being listened to and vice versa but i couldn't seem to find anyone else that does the same. Everyday is just a normal work day. I wake up, make coffee, feed the pets, shower, go to work, get off work, go home, eat, sleep, and repeat. Maybe I just lost the excitement in life although i am busying myself this year, going back to the rhythm of school work. My thoughts remain inside my mind. It that i dont connect with anyone here.

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