work is killing me

Okay so today I start work at 3pm and finish at 11pm...I basically begged my boss to never put me on these 8hour shifts because I can't handle them!

By the six hour mark i am so done with work and being around rude customers and that I end up just aimlessly walking around. Tomorrow they epect me in for 8am...even though I finish at 11pm the night before...this is illeagal in my country!

I then have a 6am start the day after that so i am basically getting no sleep. I am so done with this crap! I NEVER EVEN WORK TUESDAYS! OR WEDNESDAYS FOR THAT MATTER AND HERE I AM! Tonights shift is because a girl left and nobody wanted to cover her so hey ho lets not even ask Sophie if it's okay. ffs. I did an 8hour on saturday as well because someone called in sick last minute and they couldn't get anyone in. so I ended up leaving work at 9pm to come back for 6am. I want to cry.

I feel drained and mentally done.

I am not getting on with a employee and the customers are basically challenging my anxiety left and right! I am trying my best to just deal with all this. But I am struggling...I don't know what to do. And I know I probably sound like someone who doesn't want to work but I don't mind working at all but I prefer 6hour shifts because i find them much more managable... 8hour ones make me feel sick. by the four hour mark I get sad and tired. Tonight I have to spend 3 hours walking around aimlesslely...4 hours on till, then the last back to aimlessly walking around. just kill me

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lucky_s #1 Jan 9, 2018 19:29:19

Don't take me wrong ... I think you are lucky compare to me , at least work 9 hrs per day . In weekends it's 12hrs shift , me also faced situations were going after 11pm and again back at 6 am to work . sometimes I wonder should have slept in my office itself .... Don't be sad , Fighting!

Deviline #2 Jan 9, 2018 15:31:44

I wish I could give you a hug :( a hug for powering thru the day. hope your boss hire someone new or look for a replacement. You have to believe you can do it! Or ... look for another job

Kimchuckles #3 Jan 9, 2018 14:31:30

I feel your pain gurly. Hugs. I wish I could lessen the hours with a flick of a wand and turn your boss into an ugly bat so you can 'bat' him away. If anything I can loan you my ears. I charge hourly rates by hugs. You get to rant.....etc and I love hugs so its a win win. :)

PinkBlueBeauty #4 Jan 9, 2018 12:38:32

I'm sorry to hear that. Fighting!