Looking Back 2017

So, today is the last working day for most office workers. How do I feel? Erm, maybe like a mixed bag of M&M chocolates XD Looking back, 2017 was a miserable year for me, but did I ever experience a good year, I doubt so. Starting from January till now, many things had happened and for the first time in my life, I had severe depression that had me almost took my own life, few times. But right now, as I’ve said before because I’m still sane, that’s why I’m still here breathing and typing this out, but, there is a but, deep inside I know I’m not fine. Just don’t have me triggered.

Now, putting those emotional talks aside, I’m going to talk about the achievement I had in AFF. Well, the first thing that came to my mind as I finally managed to write a piece with 10k word count. And that was Savior, my first boyxboy story starring Taehyung and Jungkook of BTS. My first breakthrough over 5k word count was I’ll Always Be There For You that marked 7k word count. And because of that I’d the confidence to challenge myself for that. *pat my back*Besides that, I’m now more comfortable with writing boyxboy story – Jhope & Jimin.

And then for the first time, I’d my first advertising shop. But unfortunately, this is where I would like to apologize to my requesters, especially roleplay. Even until now, there are still pending my action. I’m really sorry. I know saying the lack of time sounds lame and unacceptable, but honestly, that’s the only reason. I’ve been working really, really hard to earn more money. And by next year, with me having exams to sit for besides taking my first degree (if I manage to get one scholarship) I’ll spend even less time here. So, I wish to say, to those who requested and didn’t get a reply from me telling it is done, please pm me to get the refund. I’ll return the kp to you. You guys earned it the hard way too.

The next thing will be my first writing contest. It has now officially closed. Once again, I would like to take this opportunity to say, I’m sorry for judging it so late and slow. Please forgive me. I’ll try my very best in announcing the winners soon.

Coming up next will be my gratitude for Queen accepting me into her team for AFF Magazine. Though my story isn’t that famous or much loved by readers, I’m seriously grateful for the chance. And though I’m not good in following a schedule, because of this opportunity, I managed to get my together and handed up my assignments on time. Thank you Queen.

Last but not least, Prince, I thank you for being my friend and we did meet up back in October in your hometown. Thank you for the trust and support. We do share lots of similarities and I thank God for his arrangement and fate that brings us to be friends.

So now, plans for 2018.

January – buy a new phone (mission accomplished on Christmas. Can’t help but to buy it since they had a promo)

February – buy a car (my baby will be out on Valentine)

March – register for my exam (full focus and revision)

April – get a passport

May – fly to Korea for WWOOF

August – sit for my exam

Sep – register myself for my degree

 

All I can do is plan, but how many can come true, no one knows. So, we’ll review it again by the end of 2018!

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Cherrychinq
#1
Happy new year sweetheart xoxo
Telink_Merabet
#2
I know it's a little late, but you will achieve these goals! Through your hardships of your past. This actually gave me an idea, thank you. You'll make it through!
ARMYPROOF
#3
You're really hardworking unnie..hope you can get what you want in 2018!! This is an early wishes but HAPPY NEW YEAR and may you be happier in 2018:))
sleepingprince
#4
You have been through along way . You should be very proud of yourself . You're a fighter . Someone who fight your own inner battle all on your own while finding the time to help others as well along the way. Someone who never give up despite of all the obstacles and test you face. Someone really admirable . Working hard to help the family and are really responsible for own actions. Someone praiseworthy off. I wish you a Happy New Year in advance and many blessings in returns. May all your dreams come true. Stay strong and continue to inspire . I will be cheering on you. Please know that you are not alone. Have a blessed day ahead
Loveukworld
#5
The resolutions we do ... Hahaha... But unnie i never knew u fought against depression.... I m so sorry .. i couldn't be with u in those times... Sorry