right now listening to Take Me Away by UKISS...

I really want somebody to take me away from this world.

why?? Because I feel like my friend that I trust most are just using me and ing about me behind me backs . T___T

 She's just really cocky...I have been holding for 4 years and you know what I can't take it anymore, no matter how many time you tell her she doesn't give. She evenly imply that I'm dumb!! Are friend meant to do that?? 2012 starting and I don't know if she was the friend that I use to know now?? She change. Sometime I really want to tell her that I'm not her dog being drag here and there, being her dairy remember what she got to do for homework. I'm not someone that you can just use and then trash ...I really want to tell her that but I'm afraid that our friendship wouldn't be the same anymore. She always think that she right and I'm wrong until someone told her that she wrong she blame it on me. 

I really don't know what to do with her anymore?? It would be best if I leave the group and hang out with my other friends, who is completely opposite to her...but what if she ask me why I left?? What would I say??

I know some of you might not care about this blog but I just want to express what i feel right now, I've been holding it for a very long time now.

ps: I'm sorry my subscribers, I haven't update in a while. I promise you I will just give me some time, school just started and I'm in year 9 now there's moew homework. You guys might think this is just an excuse but really year 9 is a important year for me if I don't pass year 9 and the exam I wouldn't be able to be in year 10,11,12 (VCE exam) hope you understand :)

Good night/morning/evening everyone!!