Hi , it has been a long time. 
hurm,, act.. i just want to type about what i've been thinkin lately.
tbh.. i'm not one who easily share her thought,, well with someone close to me atleast..
idk why but i've been like this since in middle school.. ( why d i feel sad while typin this tho.. lol blame these sad songs)
so  u should know by now that i'm someone who harbour her feeling.. ahaha..
when i'm still in form 5 i had my english teacher who ii exchange journal with.. she was the one who gave me advice n listen to my worry. now that i had finish my schooling i kinda feel lonely tho.. my friends r busy with their life n i dont want to disturb them either.
is it normal to be worried about ur future? i really think about it a lot tho...
i would enter university life, i'm worried about wht course i should take 
and lately i've been thinking to do something that my parents wont like,,, but i've been wanting to do it since a long ime before... lol
there are many regret,
our life has its limit right. i should not pass that limit right?
well my teacher once said that life never fair...
u know something that u want to do is wrong,, n sometimes i wonder why do i know that it is wrong...


lol.. there goes my, idk what to call.. idk if there would be anyone read this but i would delee this later.. mybe
alright that's it.