hey guys.. sorry but this isnt really an update. I'm sure most you guys, if not all, have heard the news of Jonghyun's tragic passing. And I'm sorry if I only came on now, and didn't even post any updates, but I just felt the need to say this.

Jonghyun has been one of the many great influences in my life. I remember him and SHINee being one of the early K-POP bands that I ever got into. Jonghyun wasn't really my bias, but I am a huge SHINee fan, and being a Shawol means that you love all the boys as well. I remember Jonghyun to be that one person with an amazing smile and that guy you wish you could just hang out with. He was fun-loving, he was an amazing artist, and most of all, he was an amazing individual. I can't even begin to fathom how his fellow members might feel right now. Even though I'm just a mere fan, but ever since I found out of this passing, I've been crying every night while rewatching all their past videos. I can't even imagine how SHINee must feel, especially since they knew each other so well. More than just bandmates, they are brothers.

We mourn the loss of a great man. And Shawol, I know it's hard, but let us all please stay strong. The boys have always been there, giving their best for us. Now it's our turn to support them, to be their pillar to lean on. And for all the other fandoms and kpop groups who've shown their respect towards our beloved Jonghyun, thank you so much for your support. It touches me that despite all the differences, we are able to band together and help each other get through this struggle.

And to Jonghyun, dear Jonghyun who has always been one of my greatest inspirations, thank you. Thank you so much for sharing your music, your passion, and yourself to us. All your masterpieces will forever be cherished. I wish you didn't have to go so soon, and devastatingly so. but I hope you find your peace, whever you may be now. You wanted us to tell you that you did well, but Jonghyun, you did more than just well. You did amazing. And we are forever thankful that you shared with us your amazing, beautiful self. You will forever hold a place in our hearts, but for now, rest well. I hope you are happy now. Goodnight, Jonghyun, and as you lay in eternal sleep, I wish you only the best and beautiful dreams.