So yeah. Here I am again..

I just want to share with you guys how down I'm feeling right now. Kim Jonghyun's death was really so sudden and it was something that I am not expecting. Bet you guys didn't see this coming as well. This is just too painful and heartbreaking more than break up from a relationship. 

I've known him as a playful and funny guy. I didn't know that he was suffering all this time. 

When I saw a post about it, I was hoping that it is just a form of bad joke because not everything we see and read in social media is real. When they said that he's still fighting and that SMEnt is yet to release a final statement, I still have my hopes. I'm hoping that Jonghyun was still fighting for his life. But I guess he's really tired and he just wants to take a rest from everything. 

Jonghyun have been an active Kpop Idol for a decade. I will miss his beautiful voice that have been serenading everyone. His songs. His games. Everything about him.

Kpop has just lost a rare gem that can't be replaced. I was not expecting to see Kpop ending 2017 with this tragic news. 

Jonghyun will always be love. forever missed and never forgotten. I know that he will keep on guiding his brothers. 

When depression really hits someone they will hit you really hard. Depression don't care if your famous or not. If your rich or poor. If you feel like giving up please guys talk your problems with someone who is more than willing to help you. 

Again, my condolences to Jonghyun's Family. To Shinee Members and to all the Shawols out there. 

Stay strong. Fighting. Shinee and Jonghyun's family need you more than ever.