hey.. who ever is reading this now...i would just like to tell you are handsome/ beautiful, and you are very much loved in this world.

you are in luck /sarcasm/ to be reading this very boring and redundant blog!

i just wanna talk to someone now to share their thoughts about EXO, and MAMA. cuz the amount of loniless is so bottled up that i cant release the things i want to rant about them. So i decided that maybe it will be a wise decision to blog..today...right now..while I'm at home...very much sick...and lazy..and skipped school...again. LMAO

So let's get started!

first off i watched MAMA only until the BEST MV AWARDS. cuz to be honest that was God's sign for me to turn off the tv ( to save my poor aching heart) to save energy and electricity. lol. i was so suprised to find that all the voting i have done in the past month came to a complete waste... now i know what you guys are thinking.." dont think like that!" , " it wasnt a waste we still supported EXO"," EXOLS did very well for our kings!"... yada..yada..yada... yeah we did very well...for the websites' point of view. 

we aced all those voting charts and made sure to tweet EXO till our fingers go nub, or all our devices lag and our wifis slow down..but our boys...they didnt get what they actully deserved...im not turning into a bad jealous greed monster here, but those KERIES AND CERIES, especially those well off ones can easily show their love and support for EXO by attending their concerts, buying albums just a second after it was released, going to their birthdays and fanmeets etc. etc. and as a poor, international fan.. all the support i can make for EXO to feel my love is actually voting and tweeting until i can see them walk to that stage to get that award. it's what we can only do. and knowing Mnet cheated hurted me alot.

after all the accusations that we were buying vote; which is bull may i add! hello! poor human over here! and all the hatered EXOL got from ARMIES. we were kicked down really low to the ground. then seeing exo cry on stage and seeing them watched the whole event while other groups get the awards that was supposed to be theirs. it was painful, yet we cannot do anything about it but raise our middle fingers and rant on insta, tumblr, twitter and other SNS accounts, cuz we promised not to do anything drastic that can tarnish EXOL or EXO'S name. and they call us the worse fandom /scoff/

i was very mush sick and Mnet made it alot worse. i just hope one of you guys will understand how i feel.