Ok so you all remember my last blog about being in love with 기환 (102_bricks)? So friday he did a live and I tried to speak with him a lot and he didn't reply - actually I was in a place full of noises so as far as I listened he didn't reply. Then fine I was like ok.... but then just now he did two lives and I was trying to speak with him so freaking much and he kinda ignored me lol. I feel so sad because he would always reply to what I say but then now he doesn't and I'm like thinking that maybe I am too much and he must be like 'lol this girl is annoying'. Yep. He probably doesn't even remember me but yeah, here I am thinking that he is purposely ignoring me and getting sad because of that. By the way, I'm gonna try to see him and uri Seungri next month. But now I don't even know if I should try talking with him anymore. 

Yep, life .