I remember every little detail from the first time I laid my eyes on you... You look so cool with the spiky hair and neat school uniform of yours. we were 13

I entered highschool with the thought of a new beginning a breath of fresh air , but who am I kidding.. you were there looking as dashing as how I remember you in my memory.

I focus my eyes on you and only you, you were so dashing that every girl in the school refered you as their prince charming, I was jealous but coudnt say anything. 

I know you knew ..heck everyone knew, the teasings made me even fall harder for you .

Year 2012 it was confirmed you had your very first girlfriend, she made you smile , made your heart beat like crazy and made my whole world turn upside down. I was naive still naive thinking that i'd stood a chance. I was 15

Prom night it was the craziest night of my life, I wore a royal blue gown nothing fancy cause I like simplicity. Hoping for a sneek peek of my prince charming that's all i want for that night but God had other plans for that night we finally had a picture together, well not  really like together TOGETHER for we were with our squads but were in one frame and  I thank the heavens for that A miracle I must say.

Graduation day I was hoping to tell it you myself for I want my onesided love to end but then I never got that chance for you were with your princess and that made me feel like a I just fooled myself.

we entered college in a different way, you love math and I hate it to death. And for that we parted ways.

Year 2017 , tonight I heard you broke up with HER. And I cant help to ask myself why? You were both so perfect that everyone rooted for the both of you, wishing you to be forever and have a happily ever after.

1:52 AM 10/09/2017 I can't say I'm happy for the situation you are in cause that would be a cruel thing, Love is patient , it does not envy , does not boast. And my love for you is fading for I am not THAT girl anymore  , the girl who would do anything for you.

I'm sorry , you made me cry, you made me feel butterflies , I don't know if this love is real or I'm just Young and DUMB.

Now I'm 20 and I think you're really not for me.

Is this really the end?

someone please tell me.