Hey so.. Hi guys hehe the ones that read, follow and bear with my bull hahah thx btw <3

I hope you are okay. I am okay too. I need to study harder so I can pass on the exam and finally be able to post more fics for you <3 But I'm not here to say this, I just wanted to get something out of my chest. So you all know I have met Seungri last month (and it was wonderful and perfect and I have no words to describe how awesome was it) but the thing is: I also met the photographer of Ri - if you guys don't know who I'm talking about his instagram is 102_bricks -. Since then, I just can't stop thinking on him. He was so cute and gentle, I took a photo with him and everytime he goes live on insta I just freak out hahah I hope he remembers me.. anyways, as you can imagine from this point, I think I am soOo in love with him. Which makes me ed up, because he is like.. unreachable, right? I keep telling myself this but my friends told me like 'just talk with him'. Idk, guess I'm scared he won't reply or see me like someone else than seungri fan. I truly wanted tho.. :( what should I do? Lol, I feel like talking with the wall. I was never one to write diaries so this blog thing is kinda weird for me. Anyways, I just felt like saying it. I'm weird because I always tell everyone that if you like someone, you should at least try but I can't bring myself to do so. I am so not enough for love, argh.