Really I haven't written anything in....how long? 
And because I feel a bit bad bout that I decided to come back and explain some things.

1. I think that when I wrote that bad joke about giving up on writing it was a bad prediction for my future work. After..Cristmas was it....I blocked aaaand ever since I just can't sit down and write anything. 
2. Stopping was a really bad decision because now even when I get an idea and sit down to write it....I stop at some point, delete it and close the Word Document.
3. My interests changed slightly. I'm still a fan of SHINee (devoted for life) but not that much of a k-pop fan anymore...I prefer to listen to khip-hop/R&B now (You know: Dean, Crush, Show Me The Money artists and such) 
4. While my life revolved around kpop and following all news about the artist...ummm now I prefer to concentrate more onto real life.

Moreover do you know that I've always been really sensitive when it comes to people's opinion? Some people here made me give up on sharing personal things on aff and that's why there are no more life-stories of mine here even though there's a lot I can tell you that has happened during the last 6 months. 

Another thing is that I don't communicate with so many people anymore. I found out that even though I used to meet many people here we talked for a while only and then cut contacts because the other side doesn't put effort into maintaining a friendship. 

I'm being really cringy rn. 
Eww I used to be really cringy all that time back then....Which is another reason why I stopped writing and reading...I became really picky. You know that your friends make half of your character? Did you? I found that out only recently when I got into my new major (Korean Studies) and met new friends. I became really picky with words, actions and people. 

Did you actually read everything I said? I'm sure I forgot some things.... And do you even remember me anymore?
Anyways....I don't know....maybe someday I'll update again...but I'm not sure about that...... 
I'll leave my stories here for anyone who wants to read them tho ^_^
And if you still want to talk to me you can find me...mainly in kakaotalk: lexxie 
OK I'll go now.... bye~~