finished study last january and still waiting for my luck to be call by any company. but still nothing and im jobless. its not my fault im not working yet. the economy now really tense. it effected me much. so much negative vibes around me. it hurts when im thinking that im nothing compare to someone else. im nothing. dont have money, jobless and sometime im thinking im useless right now. sometime its like i want to run from home but luckily my friend talk to me enough. but still.... seriously im stress with all my surroudings right now. i think with writing my emotions seems calm and i can think of nothing except my story. well thanks for read and i think im fine now. than