Hello it's been awhile since I last posted my poem here, and its been a long time since I have visted twitter; I've been in hiatus since a week(?) after Eunhae's discharge, maybe because that time there are a lot of misunerstadings and issues arising,  but to be honest I think it is all because of my pathetic self and my life. I can't really put into words what exactly I am feeling and maybe I did put it in this poem or what but I gladly thank you all in advance for taking your time to read this: 

The sky, those trees I pass by and this endless road are healing,

it connects and leads me back to the old self which I was missing.

I was finding that self to recover and rebuild something that I lost 

to put and end to the chaos inside my head, it was peace; the thing I need the most.

Taking this lonlely road while asking the question that I have known the answer,

I realize I didn't pay attention to the little things that has become a big matter.

I should have taken the right turn to reach my destination, now I am lost but wandering

I shouldn't be this passive but the scene that flashes before me got me struck; occupied and not moving.

I let myself look at the sunset while listening to a particular song while reminiscing about the past 

I didn't realize that I am crying and my unexpected tears are falling fast.

I said to mysef, "I was that happy before" but now I was made of sadness,

I am still lost and wandering while the road is fading in darkness.

I sat back and think, thinking about my suppose destination when I didn't missed to turn right

but I did, it was the one that will bring me back to my sanctuary; a place that I am desperately looking for with all I might.

I start to drive again and there are a lot of things that I learn to appreciate:

the calmness of the trees, the warmth of the wind and the soothing vibes it create.

I was lost but the road gives me comfort, a sense of peace I've been seeking for so long,

a hope that I'll find that old self to conncects me to my old self like a melody to a song.

There might be struggles that I'll face through this journey but the pain will be worth it,

because I am slowly finding my road back for us to meet. 

Feel free to check my other poems in this LINK. :) 

All of the poems I posted in my blogs are all original and made my me. :) 

Anyway, thank you so much for taking the time to read this poem of mine. ♡