I have a very close friend who I always take care of her. Mentally and physically. We have been together since 4 years ago. But an incident had changed it all. Everything. I don't really know what happened. I'll wait for her every single night at my class. Patiently in the dark. But... There's an awful day which is the day that had crashed our friendship. She just walked pass me with another person. Blindly she just ignore me! I felt damn hurt. For 4 years I had hold my feelings. I never mad at her. Not even once! And yet she just hurt me! Since then, I never talk to her. Because I'm afraid that I'll cry. But then, there's a night all of us need to ask for forgiveness from each other. She just came to me and hugged me saying that she miss me. All I could do was hugged her back and smile. I knew she was trapped. In a fake friendship bond and she can't ascape. But,  since then I just watch her from afar. Cheered her up when she was left alone. But now she just not the same person I knew. Should I erase our memories together or not? Because both of them will make me hurt so much......  :(