Hello guys! 

Sorry I couldn't update or upload any blogs...I had an archery tournament and

I am starting school tomorrow...so good luck to me!!!

I love you guys, and a few people asked me to share my story, so today will be story time!!!! 

Don't worry! I'll still bomb you with cute positive gifs! I have a whole folder of them!!!!

Which one was your favorite?

I love them all!!! 

I swear, I think, I'm obsessed with them....

Story Time! 

So I’m going to tell you guys a personal story of mine; read it if you want; and don’t read it if you don’t want to.

Once upon a time, there was a girl. She was young and naive and she thought that everyone could be friends as long as you’re nice to them. So she was always nice to everyone; then came a day in kindergarten when she wanted to play with other groups of people who denied her the right of playing with her; saying that because she’s asian, she has no right to play with them Then came the day in third grade where a girl stole her lunch because she was too “fat”, when in actuality she was underweight. She began to get insecure; and began to eat less. When she lost weight; she kept on thinking that she was too fat so she lost even more weight. When she reached fifth grade, she found a friend who cherished her as much as she cherished her. But, that friend moved away. In sixth grade, she lost her grandmother. Her grandmother taught her that love is unconditional and a beautiful thing. She lost her best friend, but she couldn’t go to her grandmother because she was in school; and she cried a lot. Not too long after that, in seventh grade; she got her second taste of bitter racism when a group of guys pushed her intentionally and kept on making fun of her when she told them to stop. She experienced people laughing behind her back as she came into a classroom to ask if they had seen her watch which was given to her as a family heirloom. But, she still continued to smile. Then, she experienced friends who told her to suppress herself, as she’s too loud or too hyper. She then became as quiet as she could. She doesn’t love herself, and whenever people bring up the topic of her low self-esteem, she cries. She often slid down the wall of a bathroom crying. But one day, she found a app called twitter and AFF when she found out about kpop groups. She made her account, and made amazing friends there. She promised to herself that she would do whatever that was in her power to make those people smile. Music has always been a big part of her life; she did ballet when she was young for ten years and had to quit, she played piano, violin, and she loved to sing, rap, and dance. She began to compose music. Whenever she listened to music, she listened to the background of the music; and she loved how BTS made music that made people feel things. From then on, she explored the world of kpop and music, and stanned many groups. Before then, her life consisted of tears, books, and studying. 

This girl is me. I’m stilling working on loving myself, and I thank you guys all to the stars and back for being there for me whenever. I love you guys, and I mean it when you guys can reach the stars and shatter the universe; I’ll always stand behind you guys and catch you if you fall or stumble. So don’t look back and keep chasing your dreams; because I’ll be your eternal support and wings even though I’m not worth much. 

This is why I want to help, because sure, I do not understand what you all are going through, but I did go through something like that, and I know how hard it is.

I can't really do my reminders, but I would like to tell you guys that I'm here for you 100% no matter what happens. So, if you need someone to talk to, then send me a pm or a wall message, I'll try my best to reply because I love you guys and you're all precious to me. 

I mean it, when I said I would do whatever I can do in my power to cheer you up or make you happy! 

ALSO GUYS!!!! I CAN BUY THE BTS ALBUM!!!! YAY!!! 

I want you guys to know that you guys are beautiful and amazing, and that you deserve everything in the world.

Also!!! 

Remember that you guys are amazing!

OH! I HAVE SOMETHING TO REQUEST OF YOU GUYS...I'm doing this too!

Write down five things you are grateful for every day before you sleep! It makes you happier! Let’s go to sleep thinking good stuff and not bad or negative stuff!

Anyways! Bye for now! Sorry, I couldn't write a good positive blog today! I'll try to make it extra longer next time!

Thank you!