idk if she is reading this or not. she is no longer here, maybe.

but i just wanted to say this. i've joined this rp about 3 years ago? i guess. and met this wonderful girl. she is amazing, aight. we started off as a friends at first, best friends. and i remember the time she confessed to me indirectly. all those times. i remember the first time when she said yes to me. i still remember the times i've spent with her. she has this bubbly, innocent and cute personality. she had every guy's attention. but, her eyes were on me only. (at least i hoped so.) she'd be blushing from time to time, grinning at me happily with those little red cheeks. i've been in relationships with lots of women before in rp, yes. but she was the one who attracted me the most and we lasted quite longer than i've excepted. she was the first ever woman whom i shared those long night talks, whom put me in place, endlessly dates and rare arguments. i've hurt her very badly. i've been an all the time. she used to wait for me all day and all night. damn, god knows how guilty and apologetic i am. all this started to happen bc one day, she said she likes me in real life too. i mean, it's impossible. at least for me. she had a life ahead of her, she was just a lil girl. i didn't wanted to give her a false hope. i'm sorry. (ihm nana, kim taeyeon, bae suzy.)