When I was little I looked up to you, you were the woman I wanted to be and now I sit here crying missing you once again. It's been 12 years but a day doesn't pass where you cross my mind. Wonder where I'd be if you were still here. The pillows wouldn't be stain of tears and I wouldn't be heartbroken, I'd probably be done with collage and living on my own. You were my light and you shine so brightly. I want to shine so brightly that I light the way for others. Please help me lead those like you did many years before. I miss you ma and I will never stop missing you. 

Well this didn't come out like I had originally wanted it written out. I failed at my own thoughts. XD