Feeling down

So - i'm aware that i own you guys big apologies for making you wait this long bc of my late updates and all, but the truth is, I'm feeling so lost at the moment.

i don't know what's wrong with me, but i believe something is indeed wrong because i don't even have the motivation to write anymore, and writing, is my ultimate passion. 

i don't know. i lay on ma bed, day and night, basically doing nothing while i have a lot of stories to finish and so many plans i had in mind for when i get finally free.

but look at me now, im basically a useless flash.

and the fact that i've gotten extremely insecure about my writing doesn't help, i keep reading through my stories and all i can see right now is crap, and my eng ugh. End me now.

well, i try to get a grip of myself and stay strong, i really try, i hope you guys don't hate me.

 

-IRINEL

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taerynkim_
#1
Oh~ Dont force yourself! Just update when you're ready and motivated!
HumbleButterfly
#2
Quite a familiar feeling. Haha! I've been a writer once. At Wattpad. Posted a story. Everyone likes it. Got busy. Stop for a while. Tried to continue. No motivation. Saw my story like a piece of trash. Loss my way. And now, I'm still trying to find my way back.
I've been reading again, however, I'm still busy. Still, I'm trying to find a way to move forward. Don't let yourself drift away from your stories. I don't know how because I'm still stuck. But don't be insecure. I think you just have to remember the reason why you even started it. Because as for me, all I want to do is go back and finish the stories that I've started.
SPS_black
#3
I know this sounds funny but watching vkook moments may help too :)
SPS_black
#4
Yes i know that feeling actually
i didn't write for 2 month and then i lost the passion for writing so i took a break for it and i read a lot of novels they affect me so much and then i wrote whatever i felt
U just have to trust ur self and never lose ur confident
jungkook_taehyung
#5
It's bec u didn't write for months ...u're mind and body isn't addicted for writing more like before
If u want to write and go back to past try reading best novels or take a trip , it will give u power to write again love
If u really love writing ,u shouldn't leave it u should improve it to better levels /ur styles is rare and please don't say they are crap bec it will make me so sad that my fav author thinks like this they are just too perfect and gold for us i read for fifth time ur all stories and they never make me bored ..
try watching emo movies or stories /it will really help u
and if u read ur stories now and think they are crap it's bec u improved u want to write the best things /but please don't go hard on ur self i really love ur stories don't think they are not good or ur eng is bad
ur stories have so many readers ,even in my town Rio u have fans !!
my friends really like u
I hope u think again and throw those negative thoughts away and focus on ur writing after a trip for changing
write everything u want and we drown we them
NaruBaka
#6
Take a bath, take a shower, go for a walk, listen to music, watch a movie - that's things I do when I'm feeling down. Don't stress it, especially not something you love so much. Just take your time and relax, forget about the things you have to do for a while and just do nothing, or go away somewhere, go shopping, go swimming - whatever makes you relaxed, and if writing is that answer, which it often is, just write whatever comes to mind. No matter what you do though, and no matter how much you hate your work, we don't. Your writing isn't crap, your writing is wonderful and even though I haven't read all your stories, I've read enough to voice my opinion on it. I understand that you might feel that way, I do too, but just know that none of us dislike it. I hope you understand that there's no rush, we won't go anywhere just because you take a break for a while.
tamtams
#7
Oh my god you should not force your self on writing !!
Cause if you write without passion it wont be good !!
I dont know you but there is things in your life that make you sad and losing intrest of what you do !!!

Hold your self and try to become stronger remember do what you love and your stories are great i loved them so much that im really hopeing you would finish it ♡♡♡♡

Fighting my love
ally-chananimever #8
GIRL DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT.
Your stories are great and your English is fine!
If your writing was carp do you think I would always be waiting for a new story or chapter of yours?
There's no need to feel insecure! Many LOVE your stories.
We don't hate, we could never, at least I could never. Unless you start saying stuff like this, then I get mad.
You're great! Don't worry, keep doing what you love! Don't worry about the others