I never thought that the jokes you made would be your last jokes.

I never thought that the laughter we share together would be your last laugh

I never thought that our walks to subway station would be our last walks together.

I never thought that when you bid me goodbye, it'll be your last goodbye.

Despite we came from different family background, religion and races, you treated me just like your own daughter and it is very hard find a person at your age still easygoing person or in malay words, 'kepala gila-gila'

And, I still remembered there is one time you asked me whether I'd cried if you passed away, yes, I did cry. For two days.

A week had passed. I must admit that it still a bit hard for me to fully accept your death. It may take me a month or even a year to fully accept it, but you don’t have to worry about me. My life still will go on as usual because I’m a very strong person.

Goodbye, my beloved godmother.

May your soul rest in peace.