I'm having trouble sleeping and it's 1am

Lately I've been thinking about a lot of things just worrying about the future.  While everyone is excited to start college, I'm here not excited.  It didn't even start yet but financially it already ruined me.  Both my parents lost their jobs, we lost our healthcare, lost our landline and cable, might lose our house later this year, for some odd reason we're just falling apart.  I have $22,000 saved up but dorming in college costs 11k or more plus tuition! It's driving me nuts and I feel like I'm alone.  I'm not even sure if I can attend a state school anymore....like i literally don't know.  I'm paying for everything and I guess I can afford it but is it smart to spend so much?

I don't know anymore...