Slowly cycling towards what? I've never had goals when I was a teenager, I only focused on survival in school and life doing things I hated because they hated the things I loved. 

Every day I am surrounded by people I rather not see. My sister should give me someday that recipe of hers to vanish completely. Maybe it's a really cold heart all it takes. Oh and no social media. If u search her nothing at all shows up. Nothing relevant. If you search her husband, yep. 

Also how'd she get all those people who hid her , including relatives? Cunning .