it's 2am, still on my phone
entertaining myself
watching videos
playing games
chatting, music
social medias
when suddenly
it hits me again
i overthink
i think too much
i'm sad
i'm depressed
the agony
again, again
words and emotions
inside my head
flowing through my blood
i ask myself
why am i empty?
nothing's interesting
about me
nothing, nothing
i envy people
they look happy
they're lucky
with love
no one likes me
no one, no one
tears, tears
i'm lonely, empty
i talk to myself
always, always
just me
i seek love
but no one
no one wants to dare
i feel ugly
i feel sick
got nothing
true friends? none.
even me? i'm fake
i push everyone away
my fault, it's mine
i want to be lonely
i also don't want to
all of these
appears in my head
but i'm wrong
i'm alive, change
i'm happy now
happy, contented
with my life
my family and music
they're here
i'm thankful
always, always
i'm okay now
time to sleep
i love my family
i love them too much
time and God
he'll do the rest
praying
i'm now okay
i love my life
don't get stucked
anxiety, it happens
depression, it happens
it hurts, hurts
like being cut by a knife
but you and i
will be fine, okay
i'll be okay
sleep.
be happy
be sad
it's okay
go ahead and cry
cry all you want
pray, love
you're loved
by someone
don't worry
i love you, i love you
empathize
you're not alone
you are loved
let me hug you
you're beautiful
smile sunshine
pray, be happy
i love you.

-srosesn (it's 2 am)