I always find that night time is a perfect time to talk with someone. Having a deep conversation about random thoughts. I love being with someone who could get into the topic and discuss with them how so and so. I have couple of friends whom i love to talk to but they are married and enjoying their live. So i missed having that kind of conversation.

Last time i had a very long talk was with my not so little brother. Couple of months ago. In my living room. Talking about how life was, what were our current concern, future plans, our feelings. Arggghh..i love it so much.

Currently, im sitting in my porch, on the stair as im typing this blog. Very peaceful night i must say. Thinking if i have someone sitting beside me right now, it would be great. But here i am, typing away my thoughts in aff. 

Now that I'm older, i hate texting. I dont know why. I like to be face to face with the one who im talking to. I noticed this when i got so tired replying to my friend who like to whine so much, makes.me.want to throw away my phone. Starting from that, i hate whatsapp. I only use it if it really important thing i want to ask someone. 

Then I am wondering if i could date anymore. Since texting is tiring and i hate the push and pull phase, the easily-get-jealous phase. Arghhhhh. Can i just skip my life when i already have everything and all money in the world?