HELLO! So.... I couldn't sleep so I sat on floor and took my phone (huawei honor 7 lite), putted ROMEO playing again and opened chrome and hare I am after checking all my notification's hare.

I decited to tell you about my nightmares and sleeping in general from my pov.

• So first thing first: I can stil see dreams. Mostly they are dreams that will give me inspiration to write a fanfic (example: The Stripper was my dream before I wrote it, but because I was younger that time I couldn't translate my dream [that was in Finnish when I dreamed it] to English well). Before I only dreamed in Finnish, but now days is like 20% of my dreams are in Finnish and 80% is in English, because I have learned a lot of it now and by my dreaming I remember how to say the words.

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• Second thing: Usually in my dreams I'm not myself. Usually I'm in 3rd persons pov or the other main character's pov. My latest dream was (surprise surprise) XiaoHee dream and it wasn't the fanfic I'm writing on Ao3. It had same storyline but plot was different. Dunno if I ever write it down tho.

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• Third thing: I haven't got nightmares that much now, but last spring I had a lot of them. I even got 3 in a row and woke up and couldn't sleep the rest of the night. Some times it was 2am when I woke up or it was 4am, but usually it was 3:15am. I remember that time so well because I woke up that time more than 30 times.

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• Fourth thing: When I tried to sleep after waking up from nightmare I couldn't and I would stare wall or outside my window. After that I would take my phone and chat whit my net friends or read fanfic's hare.

• Fifth thing: My nightmares were about me being in croved place (example: consert). Then the person next to me would tap my shoulder and say to me that I will be soon away from all my pain or something like that. Then everyone would scream as something happened (example [that happened a lot]: fire) and then I was all alone and when fire surrounded me and were about to burn alive I would wake up.

There was 5 things of my dreams and nightmares. Yes this is linket to my mentally problems, because the voice of the person who stayed to me something and soon after that I would have died was that voice that I hear inside my head when I'm awake (or sleeping there is no between).

But now I will go look for UP10TION fics! I'm trying to find one that I have read but I want to read it again.

So my last words:

MOON IS OUT!!